2:10 I'm dosed.
The antidepressants are doing their best as if some sick joke to win my heart.
The light from the screen is the only light I see.
Shadows lurking among shadows
Distorted noises are creeping from every crack.
2:13 I've got to thinking
What if California just started sinking into the seas?
What would become of the fabled Hollywood wonders?
What would become of the lives people planned to have?
What would become of "my future collage education"?
2:15 more questions arise.
Such as when does the change from being a nobody,
to being a Hollywood superstar begin?
How will the money change me? Will it change me at all?
Will there even be money?
2:18 I'm starting to question things a little more serious.
Has my dad been cheating on my mom?
Why, with who, and if so what will happen?
2:19 the pills are working full blast.
My vision is blurry; the keys feel like they're hardly there.
The noises from before are more than just creeks from the house.
They are now a part of me.
I can se